I've this creeping
Suspicion that things here are not as they seem
Reassure me
Why do I feel as if I'm in too deep?
Now I've been praying
For some way to show them
I'm not what they see
Yes, I have done wrong
But what I did I thought needed be done
I swear
Unholy day
If I leave now I might get away
Oh, but this weighs on me
As heavy as stone and as blue as I go
I was just wondering if you'd come along
To hold up my head when my head won't hold on
I'll do the same if the same's what you want
But if not I'll go
I will go alone
I'm a long way
From that fool's mistake
And now forever pay
No, run
I will run and I'll be ok
I was just wondering if you'd come along
To hold up my head when my head won't hold on
I'll do the same if the same's what you want
But if not I'll go
I will go alone
I go a long way
To bury the past for I don't want to pay
Oh, how I wish this
To turn back the clock and do over again
I was just wondering if you'd come along
To hold up my head when my head won't hold on
I'll do the same if the same's what you want
But if not I'll go
I will go alone
I need so
To stay in your arms, see you smile, hold you close
And it weighs on me
As heavy as stone and a bone chilling cold
I was just wondering if you'd come along
Tell me you will.Let it go
Scrape it off
'Cause it's too late to remedy
The situation has passed your hands
Slipped right by
And they're much better off without you
The cloud that covered their sunshine
Glad I could help
Glad I could be the hammer that would drive
The nail into the wall of my downfall
Hang your life
And those pictures of how you were
Security replaced my portrait anyway
Remember when I told you so
I'm learning to let go
I'm learning not to open up
Learning not to share
Not that you care
My thoughts are all I have
I'm learning not to follow my perennial mistake
So now go
Live your life
Turning back, turning to salt
You realize this was my fault
And I lie here
Vision now clear
Shattered ego, broken pride
Fractured conscience, monocide
Forget about
The ones that you
Stepped upon along the way
I hope it will be raining on that day
Remember when I told you so
I'm learning to let go
I'm learning not to open up
Learning not to share
Not that you care
My thoughts are all I have
I'm learning not to follow my perennial mistakes