Another day wasted out of time
I can't get out of this
Altered state of mind
I'm going overboard
My conscience meets decline
Into reality
I know this can't be fine
(Chorus)
Cause I'm all messed up
Making perfect nonsense
Drowning in my doubt
To hell
Cause I'm all messed up
Going nowhere fast
But circles in my mind
So blind
Who are these voices in my head
I can't go on like this
Living like the dead
I havent slept so long
Feeling sad I dread
I'm talking to myself
Forgot what I just said
(Chorus)
Well I hold my only enemy
As closely as a friend
And I sold my own reality
To further my decent
Self destruction taking over
It's so easy to pretend
Introduction to this nightmare
That now seems may never end
Can anyone help me drag my heels
I'm running overtime
I can't hold down my meals
My mind is racing by
Staring blankly feels
Like pulling out my teeth
While this engine whines
(Chorus)If i could choose to live my life
there'll be no if's to say
if i would choose to hold ur hand
there'll be no words to say
without thought
without pride
leave the things that see to weaken us
without fear
without lies
let the magic turn ur life around
if i would choose to touch u there
would u touch me there too
if u would choose to stay with me
i'll spend my life with u
without thought
without pride
leave the things that seem to weaken us
without fear
leave ur lies
let the magic turn ur life around
~ski~