I was so blind.
I couldn't see the truth.
I was unable to see how my life was being used.
To be something so miniscule.
Everything i thought was so definite,
I thought was so real was thrown away and will be remembered among unpaling hatred.
[chorus]
Consider my suffering.
Through all your pain.
Remember my face.
I'm digging your grave.
Since when was so sacred,
turning into something so wrong.
something so important to me.
Cheapened and exploited.
I won't be that way, I can't, I can't be that way again.
I can't, I won't, I will never let it.
[repeat chorus]
For the rest of your fucking
life you will mark my words.I've seen this place a thousand times,
I've felt this all before
And every time you call,
I've waited there as though you might not call at all.
I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and then you closed the door,
Don't let ma fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever,
Don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay,
Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it,
Make it real or take it all away
I've caught myself smiling alone,
Just thinking of your voice,
And dreaming of your touch it's all too much,
You know I don't have any choice.